God is in control of our lives. God is faithful. Our hope for the future rests upon God’s faithfulness. Because He is faithful, His covenants will stand and His promises will be honored. We will move to victory through our Lord, Jesus Christ. God is merciful. Forgive yourself first! You MUST not give up or harm your children or yourself. You must not! God’s compassion is infinite and inexhaustible – He will see you through. You will look back and say, ‘thank-God”
You must remain standing – if there is hardship – call your family and be upfront with them – don’t kill them. If they love you, they will stay with you. If they are not willing to stay – then ask God to provide a friend for you. You MUST not harm yourself…please!