It you have an intolerable physical or emotional issue, ask for help from the appropriate quarters. Do not place yourself in any uncompromising situation for any reason. I am optimistic that, there is someone out there for you. There will be that someone who, will accept you as you are – yes! Such a person will not care if you have all the skeletons in a continent busting loose from your closet. Even if, the skeletons are dancing and screaming to get out, God is merciful and it will be well with you, in the name of Jesus.